I am proud of myself today!!!!! I only had one period of time where I fell into my emo-ness, and it was very short and very subdued!! more just bad mood-ish, not "I hate myself xP"
So today we all took a field trip to a college, and did a bunch of engineering experiments and crap like that. It was somewhat fun. Mainly just walking side-by-side with Rice everywhere :) Lol I sound cheesy. But hey, I'm trying to keep my good mood!!! Lol we had a conversation about his inability to hug in public places, and I thought I should give him some space (I've been worried I'm way too clingy for awhile now, one of the constant unhappies that plague me) so, I did something I usually never do, and walked away from him. Now, usually I think that I'm the one that always starts the conversations and goes up next to him, but I found it funny that no matter how many times I walked away from him he always seemed to end up beside me again xD Eurgh you don't want to read about this. But lol we played what we just call "centrifugal force" where we hold hands, face eachother, and spin around madly until one of us (me) falls down. In the middle of a college campus xD
Fun fun fun. I'm happy with how comfortable we are (on the ride back, by the time we reached the school we'd lean against eachother at every turn and stay comfortably squished, even though there was plenty of room) because I've been really worried about all the awkwardness.
Then I went home, had my depression moment, cleaned the bathroom, emptied the dishwasher, cleaned my cat's litter, packed (spring break), did other stuff, then finally finished and went online and found the stupid face-scanner thing xD So yeah, very good day.
I apologize for the gooey rant about Rice, I assure you it won't happen very often, and the. . .hm. -2 people that read this, can just skip over it. If I tell it to the internet it saves me from gushing all over other people.
YEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Thank you for commenting on my blog, it made me feel happy :) Also, I find your blog interesting! You definitely don't sound like an emo person to me!
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