Well. . .

And so I was bored. And feeling depressed. And kind of irritated at myself, because I had just been in a great mood, and had a fantastic day. I guess I had just had enough, (and I do like to write) so I created another blog. I have had blogs before, but they were all freakin retarded and didn't last for more than a week. So here I am now, and I am going to be candid. I wouldn't say I'm in that crappy of a mood right now; i guess making the blog helped pull me out.

This whole week has been pretty good for me. But wait, before I can go on, you must know about the guy. So I like him, and he likes me. (freakin duh, how many times have you heard that before, I bet?) He's not allowed to date, we're in 8th grade and I'm his first crush, is afraid of serious PDA, and I'm moving to Idaho at the end of this year. But everyone knows we like eachother, and so do we; we find it kind of ironic when people tease us about it considering we talk about in paragraphs on email every night.
So we're kind-of-almost-in-a-way-together-but-not-officially. I should be happy. I should be freakin GRATEFUL. But alas, I suck, and sometimes I'm miserable.

But dear allah (school joke) I got off track, you don't want to listen to me ranting on about this guy. But then again, you probably don't want to hear about my week, either. For now, we'll just call him Rice.

Okay, I got lazy. I don't want to tell you about my week. Sorry. My mind literally changed as I was writing this. Besides, then this post would be too long. Uuhhhhhgggggggg (sorry, I just have random outbursts like that from time to time. Ever feel like you just want to yell?)

But yeah, today was pretty awesome. The two girls in my grade were gone (one's in Dublin, irish dancer, and the other one. . .just went to narnia i guess) so I had the guys all to myself. Rice was super funny, and we played lots of games involving holding hands. Edward (codename, I'll you more about him later) was awfully nice to me today. . .weird. 0_o

Anyway, so yeah, I'm not all emo and depressed anymore, but I'm not happy either like I was earlier in the day, which is kinda pissing me off. But oh well, i feel better, and I hope something'll happen that'll bring my mood back

GOD I CONFUSE MYSELF WHY THE EFF AM I .. HEWPAUHSDENR8GCER0NHAAGRGRHRHRJEGAARGSHHRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0_o. . .wow that rant was longer than I intended. No one's gonna bother to read this lol, I wouldn't xD Oh well, better go check my email. . .

*peace/live long and prosper*